The Great Damnation

Now, if manage to get a 'friend' to dine with me, something which is a 'date', i don't think i'll be able to write anything on this blog. I would be busy, occupied with so many activities. i would spend hours chatting around about how the world goes around, and if the friend is someone special, i would be gazing about how beautiful she is. It may happen in another life but not for the time being. Coz Life suck! Damn suck! Serious fucking suck!

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In my younger days, i always have question for everything. Despite the insignificant, i point out any possibilities and try to have my own judgement. I try to predict the future as a creature from the past. The world, as in my mind, have a projectory of many glory and marvelous feature. It all seems joy, until i found the very pitch black, deep in my heart.

The kid in me is dead, i presumed. All the adventure that i have try to seek have meet the end before it can barely started. I can only blame myself for this scrunity. I don't know whether it have jeopardise the world order by being a dirtbag like this. But again, the country GDP is surely affected it all the human being is trap in this anarchy sloath prison.

You know that you are suck if you find yourself often to glorify the past. I even might say i have a better english communication during my previous role as a student. In this kind of situation, i like to go back to my hiding place, i don't care whether it is under the bed, up on the tree, third floor corridor, quiet library or a peaceful lake. I wish to be left alone. All the thing that is matter should be in order with logic and faith.

If I can make this argument all with myself, I surely know I can find out a way to get out from it. An act of honesty is hard to be judged, if you put in on five dimension kinda thinking. However, in the end, like what the nike ad said, Just Do It, and if that is not enough, Adidas ad will always remind that Impossible is Nothing.

-done, fin, let's go back to work