Happy Birthday and All The Best Wishes!!!

i'm sorry

As much as i appreciate history, i couldn't find myself on turning back from the decision that i make. Even for something as yesterday, it's just another memory from everything i've been through. I always imagine moments as magical. Apparently, it didn't happen that way. All those 'at first sight', 'watching the same sunrise' or 'unplanned bump in', end up to be just another normal course. Maybe expectation play tricks on my mind. It always does.

These days, i'm feeling heavy. Not just because i put on weight, i also find it difficult to be motivated. I like to write but i feel empty with words. In this reality and space, all i really want is to be silent. Retired from all the bullshit. Maybe take sometimes to reflect. It's not easy to be good and it's not fun to be bad. Looking at future, i don't know how will it shape. but I have good hopes. Insyaallah.

All the best wishes and do take care.