someone

When i start working at JB, it was really fun at the first year. Everything is new and exciting. But when you enter the second year, you begin too see everything is almost repetitive. The event is still the same, the script is copied but what change maybe the person involved.

When it comes to third year, you kinda become sick and bored to death for witnessing the same thing all over again and again.

Well my friend, that is how pathetic life would be when you don't have any other life beside your work. The same thing happen when i'm working at Muar. The same three year circle. The process damages your internal slowly without your even realized its happening. Things however change when i came back working at KL.

As you can see, this blog is what i can desribed as a medium for me to talk to someone or anyone, about something or anything, that is totally important and unimportant, both at the same time. It is my outlet or something like saviour for my soul.

Well, if this blog is very meaningful, then why i kept silence for this several years? It's easy. I met someone that i can speak too. And what is more, i can actually listen what that someone what to say. In fact, most of time, i was listening rather speaking. It reserverd more energy eventually.

And so, with me having a life apart from my job,  this road is not lonely no more. I do believe i become matured (yes, that is what i want to believe and you can't argue that). There's always something to do, and what's more, there's always a space you want to escape rather than dreading yourself unwillingly into infinite emptiness and dullness.

I really like to thank the AlMighthy for such a wonderful gift. It was never in my plan. Well, there's a little. However, it's nice someone who is real to be with. It's.. life changing. It's deeper conversation.