dead inside

life become more and more complicated as i lived on. A monster is what i became. Hide behind the mask that you can no longer says that's you. All i want is to be back in my innoncences day. I don't want to hide inside the closet, only to watch darkness surround me. But till now i still can find the way out. Regrets...... oh, i got a lot of regrets. Dumping inside me with no mercy. The hurt that kept inside, is still bleeding. Watching dreams flying away. Can i trust love anymore?